There are little doubts, but as one bloody amazing lady said to me (and this isn't exactly what she did say, cos i have a bad memory) 'make the most of what you have now, and worry bout everything else later'
I bloody love you Flo-Monster, it wasn't a waste of my texts, you're worth every penny.... ;D
Where was i? Love my ability to go totally off subject!! (yes... i think that deserves two exclamation marks) I am so happy, today and yesterday were so amazing (except for my stupid bitch of a sister, thats a whole other thing) it's incredible how just one person can make you feel so special and i know i don't deserve. Believe me, i don't deserve someone so incredible awesome. Wish i was good enough, but i'm gonna try my best.
This is gonna involve a lot of trying. Give me a year.
I know i'm falling because it's hard being away from him (it's gonna get so ironic), i feel better being with him, as long as we're touched, even it's just our hands, i feel good, so incredibly good.
I feel kinda guilty though. There are people out there more deserving to find someone than me. So bloody many.
It's good though, i haven't felt really depressed for a while, just the thought makes me so happy.
I need to start saving moneys, if anyone wants to employ me, tell me soooon.
Ahahaha trains.
Only one person understands exactly, and that is my wife. the wife. mother, father and shizzle-dizzler of my child, the licker and liker of asparagus....
The one and only ('cept for a few potatoes)
FLO-MONSTER
NAWWWW NAWWW NAWWWW RAWR schmawr....
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