'False face must hide what the false heart doth know'

Yesterday has left me more confused than ever. That's four different directions to be pulled in.
It got me thinking, there are so many sides to me (and i'm sure other people). And there is not one person who knows and has experienced all of them. Not that thats a bad thing. Aha complexity.

When you're hanging out with three of the skinniest guys you know, it doesn't do wonders for your self esteem.
Though it's good that they can actually lift me (YAY! Bean!)I knew something good would come out of eating less, aka weight loss. Not sure how i'm going to survive this weekend- three full meals a day D: I usually only have one full meal a day, it's gonna throw my diet off track. It better be yummy (aka worth it). I've decided that after school on friday til sunday evening, i can eat whatever i want, lots basically, and i'll make up for it during the week.

Nothing suits me like a suit :)

New invention.
The foot sock.
It's a sock.
For your foot.

Nikki lent me Glee. I love her, though i fear i have weirded her beyond no return, nvm, her life will be more kinky, and boy, does she like kinky.... ;)

Had a weird dream lsat night.
I was on a farm that looked a little bit like my cousions, and i was playing with some toys, but they didn't get on. So i went and sat in a circle with some people and Briggs kept giving me random ass drugs to smoke. Then i was really high and got lost.
It was really dark and i was on my own, when a figure on horseback rode ahead of me. It was a (tall dark and handsome) farmer guy (a combo of those three guys that only Nikki understands) I was chasing him, trying to catch up. But the dark was really scary.
Then i heard a noise like a helicopter and there were two huge bright eyes, blinding me (i think they were a transformers)
Then i woke up.

Tried reading MLIT (my life is twilight) earlier. I now feel normal. I realised i am TwiHard, but not as hard as some people (twss?) for example, i will be going to prom with an actual human being, rather than a cardboard cutout of Edward Cullen.