I'm wondering what life will throw at me next, i've been through, done and seen so much. Some of the stuff, well, messed up shit. I should be fucking disturbed. Could life give me a new problem? This is kinda getting repeitive.
Honesty, is it really the best policy?
It was unexpected, and i know no one believes me, but it's differant this time. Differant from every time. I haven't felt this... this... well, wanted, someone so badly since You-know-who. I never said i was in love, so i'm not in love with being in love. But my feelings are pretty strong, who knows how long they'll last? But i have them right now and i can feel and it kinda hurts, the longing...
This weekend has been very good, 'cept for a few unsatisfying moments, sleepover with Nikki, Flo monster, Cameron, Jack and Jak. We sexed, a lot. We barn danced and we sweated, along with Dan. We swapped PJs, filmed disturbing moments. I kegged Jack fully and he tried to get revenge but failed. The times were ruining Flo's innocence :D luckily she didn't she too much... which is more than i can say for everyone else. Me and Nikki, we are very close. Didn't think you could fit two people into a sleeping bag, turns out you can.
I like my lil maggot, good for hiding when i wanna be a lady, AHA Cameron :)
What have i learnt at school? Perfecting the art of pretending to be busy? Pretending to work?
There is nothing more important than friends, i know that sooo much. I would sacrafice a lot for any of my friends, especially those who would do it in return.
I am a good friend, i hope.
Why is it so hot? Cameron said it was hotter here than in Rio yesterday... WTH?!
Welcome to England Immigrants :D
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